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While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
wrists are for girls - im slitting my throat
Created on 2005-06-13 06:00:59 (#7413227), last updated 2006-01-19
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Basic Info| Name: | Jas_ |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-23 |
| Location: | Netherlands |
| Website: | tm |
BioIk ben jas
niemand snapt me
ook ikzelf niet
en dat is best vervelend
Well, I awoke in relief. My sheets and tubes were all tangled weak from whiskey and pills,
in a Chicago hospital. My father was there, in a chair, by the window, staring so far away.
I tried talking, just whispered, "...so sorry...so selfish..." He stopped me and said,
"Child I love you regardless and there is nothing you could do that would ever change this.
I'm not angry. It happens. You just can't do it again."
So now I try to keep up, I have been exchanging my currency.
While a million objects pass through my periphery. So now I am rubbing my eyes because
they are starting to bother me. I have been staring too long at the screen.
But where was it when I first heard the sound of humility? It came to my ears in the goddamn
loveliest melody. How grateful I was then to be part of the mystery,
to love and be loved. Let's just hope that is enough.
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